Several years ago, my dad took me to see the touring production of Monty Python's Spamalot.
I
remember walking into the theater in Cleveland, Ohio with hundreds of
other Monty Python fans, waiting to see jokes that I had grown up on put
to music and lights. We were ready to laugh and not take ourselves
seriously and just be in the moment of a show based off of something
that I, personally, wouldn't have ever thought to make a musical out of.
Well. Most of us.
I
don't know why this has stuck with me, but I remember at intermission, a
woman turning to the person next to her and going, "Oh, I thought this
was high brow."
Can
we think about this for a moment? Monty Python. The troupe who crafted
such irreverent beauties as Flying Circus, Life of Brian, Holy
Grail....you thought that was going to be high brow? Who are you and why
are you deconstructing my beautiful theater going experience good
madame? Have a velvety cushioned, overpriced seat.
But
this statement wasn't a symptom of a new sentiment and it's not
something that's gone away since. For many people, theater has the
preconceived reputation of being high brow, classy, and upper crust.
It's something that's representative of the elite's access to the arts-
which is why you saw Instagram posts of every celebrity ever with Lin
Manuel Miranda brandishing a Hamilton program, knowing that you would
basically have to take out second and third mortgages to maybe get
nosebleed seats. (This is a whole other issue that I'm not going to get
into, but will instead redirect you to this awesome YouTube video about the issues with another, once-inaccessible musical, Rent). Good theater
is transformative, immersive, and, often times, over the top. And as
such, it makes some sense that some of the best productions will be the
most expensive and/or the most high brow. Quality takes money.
Especially on Broadway. I get that.
I
grew up with the privilege of having a dad who always took me to see
touring productions. And local productions. And came to see my school
productions. Growing up, my family wasn't rich, but some of the best
gifts I received were theater tickets. The first show I ever saw was a
mediocre community production of Grease, where I fell in love instantly.
I was eight years old. About a year later, I opened an envelope in my
stocking on Christmas Eve and found tickets to Beauty and the Beast. My
first professional touring production. It was captivating and I was
transformed. And this became a pattern over the years. Theater tickets
were a priority and that's the reason why at the age of 27, I still
love absolutely nothing more than sitting in a dubiously comfortable
foldout seat, watching a performer in sequined costume belt their face
off. I love theater because I had exposure. And because I had exposure, I
learned theater appreciation. I took classes on theater in high school.
I've done self study. I have an entire bookshelf of plays, musicals,
and books about production, directing, and theater history. Because I
had exposure as a kid.
I
love me some theater-snob-sanctioned high brow theater. The first time I
saw The Fantasticks, I literally cried. I can sing all of the parts of
Cell Block Tango from Chicago, probably with choreography. Once on This
Island gave me a full range of emotions that I still haven't untangled
months after seeing it. Fiddler on the Roof has been one of my favorite
shows (and movies) since I was in high school. But again...I'm saying
this as a 27-year-old adult with a sell-out corporate job, who sees
between one and four shows per month. Eight-year-old Rebecca would not
have understood most of the shows I see now. Fun Home would have gone
right over her head (and also, she wouldn't have gone to see it because
it's a little mature for her what with the sexual awakenings and
suicide). Same with Spring Awakening (sexual awakenings and suicide,
again). Or Miss Saigon (.....do I see too many shows about sex and
suicide? Don't answer that.) But I appreciate them now because when I
was a kid, people took the time to make theater accessible to me. My
dad, buying me tickets that I couldn't afford on my allowance, for sure.
But also the people who actually put the time and effort into making
shows that kids could and would want to see. And my life, and the lives
of a million other theater nerds, were forever changed because of that.
Which brings me to an unlikely source of anger for me here lately.
Spongebob Squarepants.
Most
of you know, if you follow theater or pop culture or watch the Macy's
Thanksgiving Day parade, that a few years ago, a production team started
development on a musical based off of the Nickelodeon cartoon,
Spongebob Squarepants. It rolled out in late 2017 to great skepticism
from many proud theater nerds, myself included. My sister, 14 at at the
time, and I listened to two songs from the soundtrack back in November
and were shocked to find that they were...in fact...pretty dang good. So
when we made plans to go to New York in March of this year, one of the
top things on our agenda was to acquire tickets to see this show. We
bought our tickets, which were expensive because New York, but
relatively affordable because...Spongebob (and it was before Tony Award
season), and expected a cute show with cheap laughs because, after all,
this is a Nickelodeon cartoon. How good could it be?
Very, actually.
The
show was filled with bright colors. Ridiculous sound effects. Squidward
tap dancing with extra legs (will never be over this fact, by the way.
Gavin Lee was robbed of that Tony Award and you all can fight me.) It
was an experience that took my skeptical, theater snob heart, and
punched it in the face. It was clever. It was fun. It was loud.
And it was GOOD.
Also worth pointing out, it was my sister's first time to see a show on Broadway. (And second. We went twice. Don't @ us.)
On
my end, there was a hefty amount of mockery and skepticism from people
around me. One of my best friends, for example, sent me text messages
taunting me throughout my New York trip after I, admittedly went a
little fan girl ham on my Instagram feed, having been able to take
selfies with some of the cast and freaking out. One of the theater nerds
at
work, who actually produces shows, admitted that he "didn't get" the
show. It came to light after this conversation that he hadn't ever
actually watched the cartoon, so like, that made sense, but then, bruh,
you're not the audience. I expressed this to him, being younger and
having grown up watching the show, I had an appreciation for what this
did with regards to accessibility. I expressed that I liked that there
was a big, flashy, semi-affordable show on Broadway that catered to kids
for once. And he said something painfully annoying.
"Yeah, but kids aren't the ones who pay to keep a show in business."
The
other thing worth noting is that I follow an excessive number of people
in the theater business on social media and the vast majority of them
were raving about the production too. I was converted. This all had to
be a good sign. I was ready for them to sweep the awards. I was an
instant fan girl and I was ready for award season to come and validate
all of the good feelings that I had, while simultaneously converting the
hold-out theater snobs who would see an underdog show getting the
credit it so fiercely deserved.
And that....kind of happened.
Spongebob
ended up being the most nominated show on Broadway this year. Drama
Desk. Critics' Circle. Tony Awards. Stacks of well-deserved nominations,
which I cheered on as they rolled out. Ethan Slater and Gavin Lee won
Drama Desk awards for their roles and I was giddy. The show received
Best New Musical for Critics' Circle and Drama Desk and I started to get
more excited. It was happening. A kids' show was getting the
recognition it deserved. This was the proof that you could be goofy and
silly and still be good theater. How freaking cool for baby theater
nerds.
And
then came Tony Award night. I had a mini-party at my house with pizza,
lots of wine, and close, equally theatrically inclined, friends, who
yelled and cheered at the TV with such force that I think I now kind of
understand why people get so hyped about the Super Bowl. So we sat
there, watching a collection of "low-brow" shows: Mean Girls, Spongebob,
Frozen (it may be Disney, but you can't make me like it), go up against
The Band's Visit, a more traditionally-focused production in that it
contains substance, meaning, and beautiful orchestrations rather than,
as I understand it (not having seen or read the show yet) gags and fun,
flashy numbers. The Band's Visit is more contemplative, and necessarily
so. It's incredibly important as it focuses on Middle Eastern culture
and casted Middle Eastern actors in a time where it is, in many circles,
very, very hard to be a person of Middle Eastern descent. I love what
the show has done for visibility and I knew deep down in my heart that
it was going to win Best Musical. And I was honestly fine with that. I
love the music. What I know of the premise, I like. And as someone who
can't sing well with perfect posture, watching Katrina Lenk belt while
lounging in a bistro chair is basically as close as I will get to
watching an actual, hand to God MIRACLE on this earth. But I've read
reviews and know it had some places that it lacked. And so I was,
nonetheless, shocked when it swept up every award. Best Book, I thought,
was a surefire win for Tina Fey and Mean Girls. I really thought that
Ethan Slater had a shot at the win for Best Actor in a Musical. But I
watched as even things like sound design snubbed my beloved baby show,
and I got confused. And a little annoyed because I had literally sat
directly next to the sound booth and watched a man single-handedly craft
a cartoon-reminiscent experience using things like xylophones, squeak
toys, and bicycle horns.
It
felt like an obvious choice. A "necessary" choice. An actual choice to
refuse giving recognition to shows with lesser source material because
they didn't meet the standards of traditional theater. And that made me
so sad and disappointed, but I was overall unsurprised. I watched as
Spongebob continued to sell well. I watched as my ability to buy tickets
to see Mean Girls when I go back to New York in July slip away (or
rather, to be subject to INSANE resell prices). And I was sated. They
may not have got the recognition they deserved, but goshdarnit, people
liked them. And maybe that was okay. The important thing was, after all,
that they were providing accessible exposure for kids who would go on
and come to love the theater for a lifetime.
And
then the story from BroadwayWorld showed up on my newsfeed. Developers
had been granted permission to renovate and raise the Palace Theater to
create more retail space in Times Square (which, as anyone who's been to
Times Square knows, is in very short supply. I know that when I'm
looking for a Statue of Liberty paperweight, I often shake my fist to
the gods and shout "IF ONLY THERE WERE ONE MORE KIOSK HERE, I WOULD BE
SATISFIED"). The Palace Theater....where Spongebob is playing. It seemed
counterintuitive. Shows close because of lack of public interest,
because the money dries up. That wasn't happening here. Maybe it was
just saying that once the show closed, they would break ground.
Unfortunately, no. Word broke this weekend that the show is closing in early September and I was HEATED.
You
see, I will admit that I have a deep love for this show that many
others do not share. And that's fine. The great thing about the theater
community is that it is so dang innovative that there will always be
something new. Something that will appeal to pretty much everyone. No
two people will have the exact same theatrical palate and that's so very
fine. But what I'm seeing is something that goes beyond one show being
snubbed in favor of commercialism and high brow sensibilities. It gives
me concern for the future of accessible theater, of kids' theater, in
general.
If
you dive into the theater edge of social media, you'll see a gaggle of
teenagers who have found their community in musicals. They've picked up
on messages and allowed them to help them through the identity crises
that are so common for that age range. When I was 13, Wicked burst onto
the scene (also not winning the Best Musical Tony, for what it's worth),
giving a quiet, bullied kid who felt all too visible and invisible at
once a voice through Elphaba. My sister, at the same age, saw herself in
Dear Evan Hansen and the various coping mechanisms displayed through
the show's characters. My brother, not a huge theater fan overall, fell
in LOVE with Hamilton and it's one of maybe two or three soundtracks
that he'll sing along with my sister and I to. And I want kids to keep
being able to see themselves and their interests in theater. Things like
this make me worry for shows like Be More Chill, a show that is coming to New York because of enthusiastic, persistent, and, for the majority, teenage fans who saw themselves in Michael's panic attacks, Jeremy's
struggle for acceptance, Brooke's and Chloe's self-esteem and
insecurities, and Christine's love of theater. I'm worried because I've
already heard the critiques.
"It's a juvenile show."
"It lacks substance."
"The fandom is made up of teenage girls."
I'm
concerned that high brow sensibility will get in the way of a great
show that means so much to so many people. Theater is an amazing means
to help people find themselves and their passions. And sometimes those
people are kids and teenagers. Sometimes, they're eight-year-old girls
watching community productions where the lyrics to Grease Lightning are
censored who will go on to love theater almost twenty years later so
much that they dream of producing shows themselves.
Please
don't sell these shows short. Juvenile does not equal bad theater. Not
every show has to make you rethink your life. Not every show needs to
represent you, your demographic, or your social interests. What shows do
need, though, is the opportunity to do well and provide that magic.
That's
what I want to do someday. I want to make shows that make people love
theater as much as I do. To find an escape in it like I do. To find
themselves in it like I have, my sister has, and a million other drama
nerds have.
I just hope that the system gives me that chance.
In the meantime, you have 10 more weeks to see a really cool show at the Palace Theater in Times Square before it succumbs to corporate greed and nonsense. If you have the chance, do it. See it.
I'm pretty sure you'll be both as delighted as I was and angry as I am.